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La Dolce Vita

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Hi, it’s not just been days, it has been months. I miss blogging and this sort of procrastination has got to come to an end. But believe me when I say this, life is pretty busy.

There was my show, my internship (let that be a surprise until I actually blog about it- which WILL be soon), about my lovely summer vacation (Oh I coloured my hair!), about endless design assignments and so many fashion topics I have on my mind… and now… back to my crazzzy final year of the hectic course that is Fashion Design. But let me just quickly convey a random sweet little thought for now. La Dolce Vita.

The sweet life. I believe this should be everybody’s motto, or how they see life. You know? Be positive and all of that? We have so much stuff to be thankful for in our lives.

I know what I’m thankful for. Yes, life in general- family, friends, all of it. As well as so many other little things… like rain, and holiday destinations, and books and cultures and oh so much! And you know the best part? I’m thankful for being able to acknowledge all this, and just being able to be happy. That’s one big part of life covered!

Sometimes things happen when you don’t want them to, and sometimes all these things result to something extremely wonderful, orrrr something crappy. I understand life is pretty much an adventure, something of a question mark at times and something of an exclamation point at others- and various other emotions that come into place obviously [I’d be going on forever if I list them all].

A pro, procrastinator such as me understands now the value of time. Sometimes it’s probably best to slow down a little, there’s no reason to rush if you’re taking in everything that’s around you, and not sprinting past it all. Once in a while we need to listen to others, be there for them- it counts for more than we probably know. No one can really understand somebody else’s pain or worries, but we can actually try. Forget the bad words that were said to you, by you, to someone else- let go, trust, breathe, live.

Yeah, okay, the sweet life isn’t necessarily this but it’s how you see it that matters.

Can we all do that?

I will be back, with lots of fashion posts soon enough. Happy weekend folks. I couldn’t be happier right now.

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The rainbow at the end of the storm

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The title pretty much covers the situation/feeling/moment etc. This is it. Our big fashion show is in 2 days… unfortunately I don’t have sneak peek pictures this time! Was too busy to keep that one little thing in mind. So much work went for this, I really hope the show’s gonna be one of the greatest nights for me! Oh and for those who’re graduating too, of course. It’s rightfully their night.

The Fashion Show @ MOD’ART INTERNATIONAL

See that, so you know WHY I’m looking forward to this so much. Besides, I get to showcase two garments this year, which more or less means double the joy… as well as double the stress it took me to get this far!

As the year is ending (academic year, people), I can say I’ve come pretty far, I’m happy with the progress and I can only hope for a better, much more kickass last year of Mod’Art! This year has helped me actually understand the course, and that whole “need” to do the course became more of a “want” … and also to be one of the best.

Be back after the big night. Promise a post of our show. See ya’ll then! Night bloggers!

On another note, I know it’s only the start of the week, but relax a little, have a slice of some fun looking cake. [The day after my show, I plan to buy a whole freaking rainbow cake like the one below, and have the happiest weekend. ;] Hey, no one’s gonna judge me for planning ahead now would they.. don’t answer that.]

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A Fashionable Sunday.

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A VERY short post, 1. because it’s been a while and I like to update my blog :], and 2. because I’m swamped with work. I really am! Honest.

One whole week, well more like a whole month of working super hard and today I happened to treat myself to a liiiittle shopping trip. I didn’t plan it, it just happened. ;]

I got this beautiful pink top… the detailing on the collar is so in right now, and I’ve been wanting something like this for ages. A decent, completely justified buy I believe, yes? =]

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And other than that… my mind is completely occupied with my work right now, so everything else is tuned out. I guess I’ll be back for a kickass post as soon as I can. Still have that LFW post to cover! … Happy Sunday!!

For my Father

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No better way of wishing my beloved father Happy birthday than a well thought of, written piece of literature. That should make for his ideal present.  I would get you a book, but then I’m sure you’d already have it or at least already have read it.

A father- Growing up I remember mine singing old family songs to me, attributing to my imagination by telling me stories of dolphins, and for a long long period, maybe even today, I still believe in his stories. Yes I believe in a talking Dolphin that exists in a swimming pool in Palakad. =) Only because my father’s told me so.

I grew up learning names of writers and books rather than anything else, always and even today, finding out which are the latest additions to our “library”. I might as well have learned “G” for “Graham Greene”.

And I always knew, if I ever end up in a situation where I need to answer a question, any question regarding whatever-anything at all intellectual, I knew it would be my father that I’d call for help.

To put it the way he would like it; he’s given me not a book, but a library of memories growing up, a thesaurus of ideas and opportunities to figure out- [nothing ever the easy way]; not to forget a dictionary of things, that he’s taught me, A-Z. If he’s Shakespeare, I’m Romeo and Juliet. If he’s Wordsworth, I’m Daffodils…

I know people who are scared of their father, but not me. He may be a difficult person for people to connect with, but for me, the easiest.

Perhaps the reason I’ve turned into something of a mini literature nerd that I am, is all thanks to him, wait of course it is. [Alright both my parents for that matter.]

You are to me, as Atticus was for Scout. In fact, here’s a few lines from that very favourite book.

“It was times like these when I thought my father, who hated guns and had never been to any wars, was the bravest man who ever lived.”  ~Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird

Happy Birthday, Appa.

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It’s a love-hate thing…

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I know this is December, not only my favourite time of the year but a generally loved month- STILL, I’m gonna be writing about a rather unpleasant subject. Things that I absolutely despise in India. Strong word I know, but very much in context. And! ending with 5 things I absolutely adore about India. You don’t think I’ll let you down now do you ? Increasing the love and minimizing on the hate. =]

Not a fan of…

1. I hate hate hate people who litter! it’s an uncontrollable urge I feel when I see somebody do that and I really want to tell them to just hold on and wait till you see a waste basket! If you’re one of those people, please try not to litter, try for a week and then maybe the habit will grow on you. I’ve managed to change some of my friends. If you travel by train you’ll see upto 5 people AT LEAST throwing waste articles or plastic bags onto the tracks. Don’t be that person…

2. I’m generally not a patient person, it bugs me to quite an extent how crowded it is here as due to the extreme population, people can hardly walk on the roads… AND THE TRAFFIC!  [London, I love for how swiftly people pass by!]

3. Very little factor this one, and not evident in all parts of the country, but I’m not a fan of the hot and humid climate :[… just me though, maybe?

Things I love! =]

1. I love the food. Yes I do! Not like my eternal love for pasta, but this is more like a very different kind of love, like how you feel about your “home”, and the whole “home food” aspect that attributes from it.

2. I love our country for the fact that people are generally humble and kind, people are generally respectful, and so genuine. I know for a fact that our country is one of the most welcoming ones. The Indian culture perhaps, the lovely aspects of it.

3. I love our country for its various forms of beauty, it’s like beauty spread across the country- there are so many incredibly beautiful people, beautiful states and cities- Kerala, my hometown especially is just absolutely divine, I must say, it’s the perfect place to just chill and soak up all the wonder and peace in the world! Cannot wait until Christmas vacation to just do that! I have mentioned Kovalam before haven’t I? I love.

4. I love our country again, for the beautiful, rather incredible history we have. I still have a lot to learn of the past though. The irresistibly beautiful clothes and entrancing jewellery the ancient royal people of India used to dazzle in  …So captivating.

5. Then finally there’s always that special love you just have for the country you’re from. No matter how much things there might bug you, no matter how hot or cold it gets, you know it’s always “home”.

My country makes me believe. It gives me hope for the future. The love and hate list can always go up and down, the fact is however, how much influence and culture you can develop on your own from your country; that little effort you make that eventually counts for something. Following are the pictures I’ve loved clicking here [various parts of the country].

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I dream.

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dream. I dream to be. I dream to never stop. I dream for the good…

Little by little, some day to reach my destination

So much work and so much time and so little patience

It’s worth all this, maybe even more… I make myself believe.

I know right from wrong, I know what to expect now

Nothing and everything counts

Take the good from the bad

I never stop. I dream. And I ask.

A story that can never be created otherwise

I dream, I love and I cherish

Ever stronger than mere thoughts or fading memories.

I remember the girl who stared out her window every night

Perhaps admiring the moon or the stars

Wondering when or if my dreams will come true

But quietly believing.

I dream.

Monday blues!

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Something is different this year. Just what is it. I feel like I’m living by myself, half the lot left, and whoever’s remaining has something a little more of a life than I do. I shouldn’t put complete blame on my college for me not having time off… it’s an issue of trust as it appears to be. There’s STARBUCKS now in Mumbai, and I’m dying to check it out! In time, in time… =| Caramel Frappuccino, come to me!

Last year there were people, some friends, we didn’t do much of hanging out, we weren’t always on the phone to each other, but there were certainly good times, fond memories now. There was always somebody to go for a movie with at least. It is no joke but all of these people have left now, how does that work out like that?! It makes me question the higher power on what His intentions for me are. I’m not a pessimist. Ha ha if it’s for educational purpose then that’s a pure joke. Sure I’m doing better than last year when it comes to the work, but it’s no fun now, like seriously zero fun. All these crazy rules now too, rules, ugh, those are my enemies. And no fun and lots of work would make just about anybody dangerously irritable. But the optimism that runs through my nerves calms me down and tells me it reallllly is for the better.

I see how my blog is somehow turning into one of those philosophy enthusiast’s, hehe, I gotta bring some fashion in. Next post, I promise. =]

Happy Sunday as always! Less work, more relaxation, ’cause when monday comes …

life’s back on track, fast and furious style.

Aspirations blahspirations…

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So, it’s been 18 days of October. Let’s see what we can do with that.

1. I really wish I could wear winter coats and all these big jackets here, but nooo, it is always a little too hot. Unless I move to Delhi  during their “winters”… but then again, who wants to live in Delhi? Not me.

2. I really wish I could fly to London in a second, to shop, and fly to Italy for lunch and like, travel around Tokyo during night.

3. I really wish I could listen to music in my head as per my wishes; like instant play. With an option to pause when somebody comes to talk to me and everything.

4. I really wish I could do something that will forever keep pain from me and the people I care about, far, far away.

5. I really wish I could watch the world cup at Brazil 2014! yeah! Go Braaaazil.

6. I really wish life had a “fast forward” or “rewind” option. At times that could be handy, y’know.

7. I really wish chocolates wouldn’t make you fat. Actually burgers too for that matter.

8. I really wish people were more understood than misunderstood.

9. I really wish we had a remote to handle the weather. =|

10. I really wish there was always unlimited ice-cream in the freezer. Could you just imagine the convenience!?

11.  I really wish people got treated right, most of the time a lot of people don’t. And yes I’m talking about those who spend all their time struggling to make some money let alone know what it is like to feel happy. [on top of that to be not treated right, no wonder suicide rates keep going up!]

12. I really wish, again, just for a day, there was justice in the world. ahem, proper justice.

13. I really wish every morning I wake up, there’s a cup of hot coffee right beside me. Haha.

14. I really wish Bruno Mars or R.Kelly or whoever I want could sing me songs and make me sleep. =]

15. I really wish, and I really wish this- I have got to see Kaka ! sometime before his football career ends.

16. I really wish everybody I care about to have more happy days than any other.

17. I really wish, more than anything, to always cherish the memories that are so close to me. My childhood especially. Don’t. wanna. forget. anything.

18. I really wish animal cruelty would cease. and babies are not abandoned. and trees to not get cut. and the world to be good. A little much ? =P

Yeah, something of a creative brain. In a perfect world I wouldn’t have to make these wishes, but this world is far from perfect, and for the most part at least, hey, I had to think real hard to come up with all these wishes. Which makes me pretty damn sane headed, doesn’t it. And nope that was not a question to be answered. Wait, was that even a word…

‘Dreamer’ signing off… ;]

My summer update!

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Helllooooo! it’s been such a long time since I’ve posted ANYTHING on my blog, it’s my summer vacation going on and I was involved in a lot of travelling… most of the time no internet or just lousy net connection, but now that I’m home, I felt the need to blog as I missed it, terribly. :]

The best thing about this summer was the fact that I got to come home after 6 long months! To see my family, some really close friends and a whole lot of cousins. I’ve visited Chennai to see my aunt after she got into an accident, and then spent a lovely 2 weeks in Bangalore with a cousin and her family, kids- babies really, great time and I had a few friends to meet there as well. This cousin of mine is a fashion designer and it was really cool to be taken to her production unit every now and then and see the kind of work she does, not to mention the thought that maybe someday my life would be running along those same lines. So much stress yet great fun and definitely rewarding. My 20th birthday this year was spent in Bangalore. Not bad at all ;]

So, it’s just been about 2 months (almost) of pure vacation. Not a very sunny summer in the parts of India that I was at this year though. Still being from here most of us die for the awesome monsoon. This was the summer where I turned 20, I got to know some bit about how to look after a baby (haha), watching cartoons again and playing all kinds of games with a sweet, naughty 4 year old, went completely crazy running around in proper rain with my friends, ate soo much good food!, spend quality time with family in ages, and so much more! Oh and  of course, no vacation goes well without a good amount spent shopping. =D

Pictures, pictures!

This is Kovalam. It was crazy heavy wind and rain that day, heavy in the sense it almost knocked us down! But we enjoyed! These pictures were clicked from the lighthouse there. If you haven’t already, visit Kerala and stay at Kovalam, it’s just about the best we offer! :] Once I get better pictures and of their best hotels I promise a proper post just on that.

A group of friends and me, again in kovalam, =D

My Lil cutie cousins! Clicked on my birthday. :]

  I hope everybody had a neat summer! It’s almost time to get back to college [work] life now. Almost. That’s about another 7 days. 1 week. Second year shouldn’t be a drag….really…

Update. Fashion show!

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So good to be back here writing again after so long…been really busy with stuff (stuff which I’m about to explain, stuff that is certainly exciting!).

This monday, in a couple of hours actually, is the function that our entire college is anticipating. It’s our fashion show. It’s my first ever. Never have I even been to one before, this particular one would be the first time a garment I created gets showcased, yes designed and stitched by me! (SO EXCITING!!) Pictures definitely coming up. Here’s a rough sneak peek… what’s the fun otherwise? ;]

As my garment is all done and finished, all that is left is to find a dress, and shoes for me to wear for the show. Which means only one thing. . . Shopppiiinnggg!

The past couple of weeks have been mad, a lot of fun too but such a crazy load of work, I’ve probably never worked harder! But I feel so content now with everything. Also so good that first year is ending, as I get to go home soon. =) Is it fair to say that’s a little bit more exciting than the show? Hey, it’s been more than 6 months. I miss home. Though these past few days some friends from home have been visiting and that’s just made everything a 100 times better! … I was told beforehand itself, of how fashion design students, much like the medicine ones, don’t really get time for a social life. Unless it’s work related.

I think it’s about to time to round up about whatever I’ve learned from the whole college first year experience. It has truly been something. I’ve certainly done things to be proud of this year. First time living away from home, considering certain difficult situations I faced- language, food, roommate issues, homesickness, the hectic lifestyle of a design student?!?! etc. and to how now things are all worked out. Even from an educational perspective I’m satisfied. Especially with the design aspect of fashion. Such a kick from this year! ^^

Fashion show 2012, bring it!